That primero Junio el anticipation arivio
en un Target box between
the bodysuit con todo los colores queer
buttoning beneath my popo like a harness
And denim panties passing as shorts
with pequeno flagcitos
Sewn encima de los outer seams
They never made it past mi cuarto cuz
Nuestros hangovers needed hugging away with mangu
And un bano full of Fabuloso
Already fucked up my blowout.
Bebe promiter
Todas estan limpia
Because back then we had a bathtub
Big y profundo
For Caribbean handwashing and stain removal santeria.
Anyway… recibio un bendicion from
Un blanquito sobre Tinder.
He who ain’t attempt one damn dunk but didn’t stay out basketball shorts
Dice that he was surprised porque
didn’t think
El fit I described would deserve
Being called classy
Claro que si nena en that segundo I saw
That I would never share how I spent mi novena
Summer de noches
Mirando MTV
And making machismo out of socks in my stretchy FrootOfTheLoom panties
Verdad fue mi novio
Por almost un ano
But aveces no necesito
Un afterglow analysis
Because a first flora
Of esta feeling cuando estoy
En mi fucking element
Was handed down while
Jugando el husband
During the horas de telenovelas tu tia y yo
Llamar live games.
No hables con her sobre this subject
Porque part of me is scared to complicate
Our memories compartimos
Pero un otro parte
Is proud of her and devoted to any diosa
That drove to descubrir la feminista
Dentro de ella
because her father didn’t want
My tia telling
What a pride flag was.
Amorcita ahora we finesse
Femme so hard
Got white grandmas pumped and down to digress
Bebe you might not believe me but soy serio
And my woke white viejas bless
Ella jacked my just-bought from target Pride tube top and skirt said was
Un Missoni dress
Yo puedo play up femme AF
Fly enough you forget
Todo two weeks
I take a blade to my beard
Exactly as mis mamas y brujas muy legante
Ensename.
Mija
never believe them
Holding you from el poder
Del hoops
Hoping you’ll heal out of them if they’re
For el ghetto y las Fulanitas
Esta joyas de una heroina
Duro metal destined to be
Drippy wrapped in rainbow fabric
Encircled todas las memorias
Made of honey
Y dame el derecho
To decide con el logico
Lore leaves en el mielda de masculinidad
Posts poking into mi mano
While el otro extracted
Un tampon so I could treat
Tristisa sin toxic shock
Cuando los light caresses
I consented to loss concern and came
Out as unabsolvable fucking
Fue lento to let happen
Con el casi amor
I could finally make it to pride with
In place of la mujer
I manifested
